Today was rough.
Who knew caffeine could cause so much drama?
I bounced off the bottom again.
I don't even know how I got there.
No matter what I tried, I just couldn't get past it.
But now the day is done and I can start over.
I mean, tomorrow has to be better.
Lyrics from songs faded through my head like pieces of half finished stories.
Bits and pieces of my life past or not yet lived.
Never an entire tune.
Just a whisper.
But constant and unrelenting.
It mirrored my fragmented self.
All the bits of me that are just floating in the same general area, but not actually connected.
Maybe if I complete the song, the fragments will lessen.
Rainbow is doing Oliver (again) this season.
That was the first show I was ever in with them.
I'm toying with the idea of having it be the last show, too.
Full circle.
I have a feeling I could nail the part of Nancy.
Which would be so much more fun than playing one of the orphan boys like I did back then.
If I'm not mistaken, Oliver was when I met Ayrian too.
A production long after mine, he was also an orphan boy.
Hmmmm....
Something to consider.
Hell, it'd be fun for a bunch of us to try for it.
I think Tim played Sykes that last time too.
We could get the gang back together again for one last hurrah.
And there goes another lyric...
Butterfly, butterfly....
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