Second Go

First half of shift was mac queue, and I did good.
I helped people.
And I worked with Jim and it was awesome teamwork.
Little by little, I get better every day.
Things fall into place.
I can take the time to think about it. I do know it- it's in there somewhere.
And not so hard to access anymore.

So despite my Dr fiasco, I still feel a bit better.
Since I can't get help right now, I have to do it myself.
I'm just working that much harder, and the rest makes that possible.
I'm so determined to get to where I need to be.
I just have to remember not to overdo it.
That is definitely a problem for me.

Erik is coming to the store and that makes me SO happy.
I'll be seeing his shy, hidden little smile all the time and that's gonna be so awesome. Having him back after all this time will be such a great thing. Just having him around makes me happy. :)

So my sister is swearing off men for a while, and I can't say I blame her.
The weird bit was listening to her list of the exact same complaints I have.
Not second best, not afterthought, not consolation prize. Wow.
What exactly is so scary about strong women?

I was talking to Ashley about it. About how I seem to have the effect of, "Run away! Run away!"
She said I was the rabbit from Monty Python- which is exactly what I was saying- and we had a good laugh. But it's pretty sad all the same....

So Ashley was making pasta with mushrooms for dinner.
But she had no sauce.
So I'm not really sure what's gonna happen.
But I am actually gonna consume mushrooms, and that's an event in itself.
I did say I was determined to get better. Even if it means eating mushrooms....


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